Ghost Perhaps?

HAHA, sorry for the cheesiness of previous posts....NEVER TO BE MENTIONED AGAIN.

Anyway, there's a rumour <-----that's right, spelled it the BRITISH way
that there are GHOSTS!!!! at our school.
I'm going to find those ghosts!
The story is that decades ago, the auditorium burned down and the only that wasn't burnt was the picture of Andrew Mellon.
They say that his children, a young boy and girl, roam the lower halls early in the morning and night.
I am joined only by my fellow researcher, Nick, and our camera and tech, Aaron.
(ZAK REFERENCE! *high fives Piggy*)

But I must say....
I'm skeptical.
That was so that Clover, who is staring at the screen with one eyebrow raised to the ceiling and a smirk on her face, would SHUT UP!
RAWR

Anyway, you have no IDEA how long I've been waiting for a mystery, ANYTHING I SWEAR, just to make me less BORED WITH LIFFFEEEEEE. oAo

So, I'm looking up on the topic.
I've got my trusty magnifying glass, and a digital recorder, and an entity receiver, and many different tactics and friends willing to help and experts on line.



I have a magnifying glass.
And EYES.
god.

~flame

I Can't Help Falling In Love With You

It was this song, this was the culprit,
this was it.

It was the one that made me change my mind...again...and now, again I've changed it.

Some things are meant to be,
but I can't help
falling in love
with you....

This Goes Out To My Friends (yes, even Archer)

Love You All!

And because you deserve to be actually mentioned, I will name you.

My Bridesmaids:
Clover ~Of course. 'Nuff said.
MCC ~Love you girl, good luck with everything.
Ice ~I know it will all work out, I have faith in your amazing abilities! XD
Piggy ~Congrats with Roxy, it'll be fine, you're a GREAT pet owner, I swear! :)  
Lindsey ~Love your drawings, you are really talented and I should have said it earlier.
Aciel ~eh...KIDDING, KIDDING! LOL love you, fine I will do as you say. Your laugh is infectious!
Hannah ~You're good mood always puts me in the same mood! Thank you for being there!
Emma ~You will be a writer someday, I just know it. A writer who rides horses while petting cats and stealing MY WAFFLES AND STRAWBERRIES! YOUUUUU!


Everyone Who Will Probably Be At My Wedding NMW:
Archer ~Yes, I said it, you'll be there, but you really are a good friend and I don't think you know how much I mean that, no matter the circumstances. <3
Land ~Even though you are SUPER-OBNOXIOUS, I love you anyway. But not like that, bro. Just no.
Zolo/Munch:  I guess I have to put you up here. XD I've known you since 5th grade, and we've been friends since then but we really got closer this year! I have to say it for everyone so here it is: Love you Munch. Sigh. I will regret that later.
Kishy-Fishy: You are adorable in a way that makes me wonder how Kristen can date a five year old. XD You are such a child, I don't even know.
Michael: XD You are hilariously SO unaware that what you say is UNNACCEPTABLE!! XD Really? The picture of ice cream I pulled up on Google Images reminds you of diarrhea?
 TMI Michael! XD
King Louis: How are you doing? I wish you read my blog, King Louis. Nathaniel. LOL whichever

To OJ: Hello. You don't know who you are but there you are anyway. XD Love you! SHHHHH........

To my 2nd grade teacher: Thank you for not ratting me out on my mother....unless you did, which I'll never know, because it is a FORBIDDEN topic. XD at least in my head

To my 3rd grade teacher: The rainiest season is NOT summer, Pittsburgh is NOT the capitol of Pennsylvania, and you can't eat chap stick. Thank you. PLUS I DIDN'T FAINT REALLY!!!!!!!>D>D>D>D

To my 5th grade teachers: Thank you so much for framing me. >:( I SO did not LAUGH! Maybe I did. So what? Happiness is allowed.

To my 6th grade teachers: Hello. That's all.
To Mr. Hines: Sorry about that one time you got mad because I said something...i don't remember XD. Love you, your class was hilarious.
To Mrs. Eucalano: I adored your class. 'Nuff said.
To Mr. Lux: I know you hate me and that's okay. Sorry for having water in your class.
To Mr. McCann: I adore your class, it's hilarious and I get to eat so that's good. XD Physics (the idea) is easy, but (the math is) hard. I will never throw waffles at Miranda June again, promise. NOT! TROLOLOLOL
To Mrs. Knox: You're a really good teacher and so is Ms. Roby. I learned a lot this year.....:)
To Mr. Raitano: Someday, you WILL wear a unicorn costume. Guaranteed. XDXDXDXDXDXDXD
To Mr. Holliday: Can we NOT do Unit Projects again....? EVER? p.s. excited for the field trip
To Mr. Raitano again: Sorry for the grammar mistakes, it's all Mademoiselle's fault. You can ask her. The conflicting views from the French and the English confused me....
To Mr. McCann again: Where can I find a beige giraffe costume??? 

Incidentally....

Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in unison. 

~Mahatma Gandhi 

~Hunger Games~

I went with Ice today, to the 12:50 showing.
We arrived a bit early, and guess who was there?

Munch, Land and Archer! oAo
Yeah.

We talked, and since they were going to the 12:30 showing, they left.
Then Ice and I went into our theater and watched the movie.
It was fabulous.

SPOILER ALERT!

 I loved it, it was really good, and I even cried twice.
Not when Rue died, which was strangely not all that sad, but in the beginning when Katniss said she would be a volunteer for Prim...
Prim started screaming, and I was crying my eyes out!
Ice was all: TROLOLOL
Here's me: *blub*OMG NOOOOOOOO KATNISSS! PRR*blub*RIM!
Ice: TROLOLOL


Then when Katniss got to see people after she was chosen, Prim started to scream again when she had to leave, and I was all:
OMG NOOOOOOOOOOOO *blub*


Carly Rae Jepson ~ Call Me Maybe


I don't usually like things like this, but I saw her on the Ellen show and she's really good, so I watched this and LOL'd so hard at the end, it was hysterical...


If you want to watch and find out why I LOL'd, then be my guest and click the link
BELOW

That's right, I made an =3 reference.


Besides that, the link is actually WAY UP THERE.... ^^

Decisions Decisions

Archer, why do you put me in these situations!?

Awkward!
I don't need that!

Archer, some day I will murder you when everything is over.

If it's ever over.
OMG Keane's new single, omg
*sorry replay button*

It's so GOOOOODD!
Well, it's okay-ish.
The recorded version is better than the version at Jimmy Kimmel.
Tom looked TERRIBLE.

*le gasp*
I know, I said t. But it's true!
The Horridness [click first video]

omg I don't know what to say.
He looked SO bad.
And he usually looks awesome! *yes*

It was probably the lighting. The lighting was real strange....

Hmmmmmm Decisions Decisions!

Yes...
No!
Yes!
No....
No, Sorry,
Yes, sorry?
Maybe...
IDK Archer,....I mean....
Erm...nobye.
no. Again. Sorry. Bye foreverrrrrrr.....

GRRRR Archer....

Uz annoys me today.
You seem to be perfectly willing to make a simple
"What the heck did you just text me" into an
"OMG not again Archer!"

Ttytmrow....


LOL

Fire

The fire,
the fire,
the fire rekindled
the times when
you felt like
your heart had been lifted
away to the clouds
and
away through the stars
when you realize
this whole time
you've not been chasing cars

~Oh, what a lovely, beautiful day.

I've really not learned anything. There isn't any proof for what I learned, or thought I had.


Ha ha ha!
Piggy was wrong.
It all seems so silly now, my worrying.
^^
I know I have no proof for my recent 'acquisition'. <---finding out?
But it's a gut feeling. Not even.
More like a remembering/experience feeling. Not even!

I just know!

I love you, Aciel!
You have no idea how happy you've made me.

And now I'm replacing us in the books I read.
Such as

before

i

fall

which was an awesome book, BTW.
^^

So needless to say, something must happen...

either one of us must make a move.
Left.
Right.
Forward.

But who will step out first?
Should I wait, uncertain of my first move, whether I should wait?
Should I take the chance, take a star, make a choice,
take a
leap of faith?

This is chess, Mr. Holmes.
Chess.
It's like chess.

And it really is.
The further you get in life,
and I don't mean years or seconds
or even moments,
but the further you get with emotions
and feelings
and actions,
yours
mine
hers

his.

The more you realize
that its
all


chess.


~I think I know what's wrong with me. ^^
I want something, and when I get it, I don't want it anymore.
Do you
understand
why that is a problem?

I'm frightened it will happen now.

But nothing like this has ever happened before,
nothing
nothing at all
like this.

And being frightened and expecting the worst doesn't mean you can
stop
and stand still
and look at yourself
and those around you
and those who need you
or want you
or hate you
or
or
no,
that is not how we play this game.

It's chess.

:) Daylight

Daylight~Matt+Kim

You have no idea what it's like, waking up to this song every day at camp,
and hearing the song again

7
months
later.

SOOOOO many memories of my friends from camp. :)

LOVE YOU

Louisa
Sara
Katie
Maddy
and
Joan!

And, no, I haven't forgotten Laura,
our counselor who played this EPIC SONG.

This one too:

Right Me Up~State Radio

[this one is unintelligible, and there was much dispute about what on EARTH the lyrics were.

Yes, Maddy,
'No best friend to take me home'
DOES make for an epic song.
But on the last day of camp,
our counselor
kindly explained that it was 'Right Me Up'

OHHHHHHH...I get it.

XD

I <3 you camp!
See you next year!!!!!

ohmygod

SO CUUUUUTTTEEE

Bear cub and Wolf cub PLAY TOGEZER



It's probably a good thing that I can't keep a grudge, eh Clover?
I just can't stay mad. EVER.
When someone makes me angry, I am angry-ish until they say something in a happy tone or smile or offer cake. *CAKKKKEEE!*

I'm always afraid to put too many caps, because I might be thrown off mweor.
e.e
So whenever I'm typing this up, I'm always giving myself a limit to caps.
But that isn't necessary.
CAPAPPS SCICHEL CAAAAAAPPPPPSSSS RAGGGGGGEE!!!!


CAPS LOCK IS MY BEST FRIEND! WOOOOOOOHHH! TAKE THAT, MWEOR! WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO NOW? HUH? SUCKKKERKRRRRRS!  HAHH HH HA HA HA HAS H AH AHNAAHHAHAHAHAHAHH!!!!!


LOLOLOLOL

im done.

Check this out too: It blew my mind. o.o

ohmygod

Valentines Day

It was interesting. To say the least.

RECAP:

No candy/card/nothing at breakfast. awwwww....

Homeroom; nothing. Actually, I got sweethearts, but that was from Lannah and I think she just kinda felt bad. :(
Then in French I got some chocolate from the teacher...THANK YOU MADEMOISELLE KUNZMAN!!!!    :DDDDDD
tasty chocolates=tasty
2nd period; nothing. Although, I found a valentine from Gabby to someone, and I put it on Brundan's desk because I didn't know what to do with it.
Everyone was making a big deal because there was a tattoo that came with it......
3rd period; BORINNNNGGG..
Turns out MCC got a chocolate heart....but from who? o.o
Land didn't give/send one either.
He needs to get his priorities straight.

IN BETWEEN CLASSES; 

Archer walked with me to Orchestra. He asked for the umpteenth time [don't ask, see MCC for details] if the note was true. I was like; I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. Then he goes...

So, WOULD you go out with me?

He's been asking me out a while now...I don't really know what to do.
 Everyone says he just wants a girlfriend, but if that were true...would he have asked me out like five times?
For everyone else he just gave up after the first try...

nvm.


4th period; 
We played hangman, and I won a cookie.
It was good, though it stained my fingers. NOOOOOOOOOO~!
I sit next to Zolo and we talk the WHOLE class.
And I mean the WHOLE class.
We always get in trouble for it. XD
Oh well.
Me and Zolo go wayyyyyy back.
We're kind of the type of friends who never really hang out after school, but if we saw each other after school we would hang out.
I think. XD

5th period;  
Gym, booorrrrriiinnngg. We did aerobics, which was torture until it was time for pictures. The orchestra picture taken was hil-arious. Mrs. Chrienbihl lay underneath the bass that Mint, Becky and I were carrying.
It was random.

6th period; 
Physics. The material was boring, and all I did was eat my Bavarian bread.
Yeah. 
Archer, Land, Clovertail, Mint and Nata are in my Physics class.

LUNCH!!!!!;
Clover is sick. She / he didn't come to school.
I forget if anything especially exciting happened.

7th period; 
Prejudice Meadow Essay Time! Work and work and work. 
That, and listen to Ally tell everyone the most embarrassing story  of her life.
To everyone. Who would do that?

8th period;
Talked to Archer, Land and Corian the whole time. Learned nothing relevant, except never to say the words
'TEENAGER WEEK'
in front of Land.
He thinks he know what he's talking about.


HA HA HA, vows broken!
Aciel told Peeta that Ice liked him,
I accidentally told Land that Aciel liked him,
SOMEONE told Orange Julius that I like him,
and Archer likes me anyway.

Or maybe he just wants a girlfriend.
oAo 

I used the face, Clover. That's right.


~Flame

Ron Pope

Is pretty awesome.

I got some new clothes today, as well as a hat
and finding a new hat....
which was a beret which was AWESOME.


Anyways.

Pretty soon I will be a

1) Mothers Helper

2) Babysitter

3) English Tutor





BASK IN AWE, PEOPLE.  >.<

DANG haven't been here forever....

Listening to Keane,
Under Pressure

and

now


...

wait for it....


I'm going to bed.


WOOOOT woot!


Rah.

Fail...fail fail fail.

I can't get through ONE day without FAILING, FAILING, FAILING!

Not one day of my life have I been able to do it.

The day you were born, maybe? Nothing could have happened then.

I was born with the umbilical cord wrapped around my neck.

Yes, I think I CAN fail everyday of my life.

Chocolate and citrus tastes very good together.

I just ate two chocolate bars and a little can of orange tic tacs.

I'm sure my body thanks me.

Oh yes. 

Yay! Yay yay yay. 

Why won't you stop thinking about it?

It could happen.

Probably not in this milennia.

For an inner voice, you sure piss me off.

For a person, you sure strike me as stupid.

  It's a good tradeoff if I get what I want.

But you don't need it.

  I think I do, actually.

Just forget all about it!

You know I can't do that!

Yesterday I went to Teen Skate to meet Maria and Andrew. They didn't come.

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU-

  

However, Lyndsey and Hannah were there! We had a lot of fun. When Hannah entered a quarter in the prize machine, it didn't stop spitting out prizes.

Soon we had armfuls of Tinkerbell prizes. Nice. Tinkerbell's pretty great.

Anyway.

The DJ at the Ice Rink is now my best friend.

He knew who Keane was.

*wipes tears from eyes*

I'm never

Completely happy these days

Smiling all the time

like my usual, cheery self

Why did this happen?

Like I don't know.

Stupid stupid stupid.

Whatever.

Not whatever!!!

You need to be more like yourself.

This IS me, I'm just....sigh.

No excuses, brighten up and get over it!!!

~I don't wanna go, I don't wanna stay, so there's nothing left to say.

Yay. Keane.

Yay. Keane.

ANYWAY, Why don't you just help yourself?

~You must think I'm a fool
So prosaic and awkward and all
Do you think you've got me down?

Yay!
Stop quoting Keane. It hurts both of us to say it, but it may be necessary.

~I'm trying to be kind

I get the feeling you're just killing time.

Nicely done. But who's quoting Keane NOW?

Shut up. Look, you don't even know if it's true!

But I basically had proof today.

Yeah, but everything can still change.

It's 8th grade! It's getting close to the end of the school year, and NOTHING has happened! Except, you know.

That was just a hypothesis.

A pretty good one.

Yeah, but it could change. You know how these things are.

But the PROOF!

Just make yourself happy.

That is what would make me happy.

sigh.
sigh.

All My Days

I hope all my days
Will be lit
By your face

I hope all
the years
will hold tight
our promises

I don't wanna be old
and sleep alone
an empty house
is not a home

I don't wanna be old
and feel afraid

I don't wanna be old
and sleep alone
an empty house
is not a home

I don't wanna be old
and feel afraid

And if I need anything
at all
ooh ooh
ahh ahh
ooh ooh
I need a place
where lonely angels
sing you to your sleep
though all the world is broken

I need a place where I can make my bed
a lovers lap where I can lay my head
Cus now the room is spinning

The day's beginning.............


~Atlantic
Keane


I typed that as they were singing it. (Props?) Such a beautiful song.

Right now I am nostalgic, wistful, unhappy even though I got more Keane songs onto my iPod. (yeaaahh.)

I
I always thought that I knew
I'd always have the right to
be living in the kingdom of the good and true....


Off to Keaneland!
A happy place where you will find Flame, ottokat and Monica.

When Things Border Awkward

I want things to go back to the way they were

When Physics was fun
I could laugh and have a good time.

When I didn't know something my friend told me.
I never wanted to know that!
I would have been happier, more hopeful otherwise.

When I feel like I'm failing in Math
for more reasons than one.

I really didn't need to know that.
Now I am worrying, unhappy.
Thinking about things I would
have otherwise blown off.

When I could do my homework in five seconds and retreat to my books.
Now my favorites cannot be found.
And I haven't laughed really really hard in a while.

I didn't want to know that.
The thought of it followed me through the afternoon.
My only condolence is that
you kind of, kind of suggested in a certain way
that meant probably nothing at all
that it wasn't true.
I saw her staring at me. Was there a reason? I hope so. If it was the reason I think it was, I really hope so.
If it was the reason it probably was, it doesn't matter anymore.


Why do questions have to be asked so awkwardly sometimes? Why can't I feel what my friends say they feel? It would be much simpler.

Why can't halfway friends be more considerate? Why can't I just not do work, and not be expected to go to college?

What if I want to be an artist, a chef, a foster home for shelter animals?

Well, that's not a proper job. Obviously.



My only reigning joy is Downton Abbey, though that also causes stress, and Keane. Oh, Lord I love Keane. They fill me with happiness in a world that has suddenly turned in full circle, green to gray.

Thank You, Keane. I love you.

:) Keane

Keane is so...........perfect. They're so funny during interviews, and so serious with their music.

I joined their website yesterday, and now I get their newsletter and all their updates! Faster than I would have before, anyway. :S 

Tom: So funny and adorable. A great, great singer. Proof:
Funny  (he's the one on the left in the very beginning)
Talented (he's the one singing ((duh)) )
Adorable (how can you not like him???)

Tim: Incredibly sweet. Obviously crazy talented genius. Proof:
Sweet (:D)
Talented Genius (he's very proud of this one)

Richard: Funny. Very funny. Proof:
Funny
Very funny



Hilarious-Choking-to-death-with-laughter-random-ness




Oh Keane.


You are so funny.
~Monica Martin
2012


I told you I'd run out of ideas for poems. :S

I got an email!

Today I was sick with a bad cold and stress-related issues, and my mom got me an email. Now all the messages go straight to me! Yay!


Take it back
Don't let it die
Or rage against
The fall of night
I still do
depend on you
don't say those words
that run me through

~Timothy Rice-Oxley (Keane)

Know Your Meme: Minecraft In the beginning of this when the guy first starts talking, the guy playing minecraft in the background is throwing stuff at cows. :S

~Flame (off to play MC)

Love Is The End

Keane-Love Is The End



Please watch. It will make you happy...

I'm getting an email, you know. Yay...


Oh no, my friend, love is the end. . ... I agree with this. . . unlike all other love songs, that deal with the notion of believing in love, this deals with the purist love: Friendship.
And so I tread the only road, the only road I know. . . nowhere to go but home. . .maybe our time is up, but still, you can't abandon all. . .the principles of love. . .

Thank you, Keane. Muah. Love you all!  Kinzo, you're the most creative person when it comes to drawing, MCC, your last post just said it all. . .Clover, you're the best friend I ever had. . .

Love You All.

They won't come again,
because love is the end. . .

I'm getting an email.

Finally.



More later.






Later.